Love and Ambition
Boldly go to, in love is brave and tacky. Though not a moth so heroic, but faces an uncertain future were not much better. Zhou Yuxin hotan ning two people body combined possessions only seven thousand dollars. The money in a small city can survive for a while, say that points minutes has been to Shanghai.
Have to go home for love scared up a suitable job, Zhou Yuxin anchored special comfortable work days. Can Tian Ning was desperate want to go to Shanghai at the time, after all, there are more abundant than small cities of the type of work, in a small city, few companies recruit network operations, he graduated from a computer professional it serves no purpose.
In most people’s eyes, the idea of Tian Ning think chuang is restless, and the atmosphere of a small city, every day someone in his ear niandao realistic, no one to support his idea.
Zhou Yuxin feel, the other people all feel Tian Ning ideas naive, she never again with a knife, the even rougher, as a girlfriend, she should support him. So she can really pack and follow Tian Ning went to Shanghai, can only live in the house of the cheapest at first, then want to have the window of the house is a fable, two people to squeeze in a few square meters of small houses, soaking two bowls of instant noodles, the above pressure two sausage.
Zhou Yuxin had thought about living in Shanghai is not a problem, can apply for, interview, defeated, and interview…
After more than a dozen job interview, Zhou Yuxin finally realized the cruelty of the society, the world did not love full of drinking water, no money is all empty fart.
Two weeks later, the Zhou Yuxin in an interview with the interviewer on the trend of today’s new media has a super consistent idea, chat very speculative, the interviewer was on board, let her ready to come to work next week. As a result, Zhou Yuxin found her first job.
But compared with positive Zhou Yuxin, Tian Ning appears particularly negative, tidy out face at first, now look increasingly sloppy, the ambition ambitious couldn’t say anymore, often nag is in mouth: “I can’t stay here own stay ye.” Zhou Yuxin advised a few words, more Tian Ning temper came up: “even you despise me is be not?”
Zhou Yuxin think impassability, originally so gentle a person, will be broken after would become this appearance, finally she also not advised, the best before he went out to help him tidy up tie, saying: “GOOD LUCK”.
She always believe that good luck will care for each and every one, as long as you work hard enough. In the company, she is just doing some of the most basic data collection, the follow-up process tracking work, complex and trivial, but cannot treat STH lightly, salary and poor. In spite of this, she still cheerfully finish daily work.
When she got the first salary, Tian Ning also found the first job, in a game company do programmers.
Zhou Yuxin want to do the first thing, is in house window, sunshine can according to come in the morning. The sunshine, the mood is good.
The second
Actually Zhou Yuxin for a long time can not adapt to the fast pace of life, after all, accustomed to city life, just like the mountain spring water chamber. In a crowded Shanghai, as everyone is in a hurry, waste some time in the mind all rise out of guilt, sometimes wake up in the middle of the night, she will always be some trance. However, every step is of her own choice, about love, about career, she never looked back.
In little city, the relationships of heavy and complicated is the cause of any foot stone, and in Shanghai, seems to be the harder the more fortunate. Zhou Yuxin gradually fell in love with here, fell in love with the work.
She more diligent, always working overtime to eight at nine o ‘clock, before the last train out from work.
”At night I wait for you half a day, how didn’t come back this point?” She is really looking forward to go home can hear Tian Ning a greeting, or a hug, a warm heart but she didn’t know, he even between the words of blame. She was too tired to panic, too lazy to speak, will the box of chow mein a throw on the table, the man collapsed on the bed, “to eat their own to buy in the future.”
Tian Ning seems to realize Zhou Yuxin tired, soft tone: “a few days to work overtime?”
”Anyway, don’t move, this picture just now, Tian Ning you should never do well, don’t make moth at work.” Zhou Yuxin is really worried about Tian Ning Tian Ning is arguably should also be busy? Can he go home every day after work rarely touch, always play games, chat.
Zhou Yuxin this words just said it didn’t take long, Tian Ning was fired, because he is said to have lead to the project appear very big loophole, he can only packing. However, the job is already in the third job when he arrive in Shanghai, the first two times to maintain two months at most, very not easy to do the job for a long time, was again immediately.
”Tian Ning, I a person can’t afford to support our life, can you dessert.” The Zhou Yuxin unable to hold back his disappointment, the active Tian Ning seems to disappear, she saw Tian Ning, now the whole body is negative energy, and I never review your mistakes.
”Is that they have eye not beads, I will find a better job.”
”You have to is pearl, only people can appreciate you, are you?” Zhou Yuxin cold water over his head.
”Even you don’t believe me?” Tian Ning surprised.
Zhou Yuxin long sigh of relief, no longer speak, if not letter Tian Ning, how could she absurd is going to have to give up town, select back to, just because she have enough trust to him, have trust in their love. Even as she struggled, he was back again and again, and he knows himself.
three
Tian Ning after unemployment, beginning in recruitment online resume, but most of them are rock bottom, the occasional few interview also fail, then simply give up looking for work, at home all day playing video games.
On the day of their lives lost center of gravity, Zhou Yuxin smashed router: “you ruin your life it doesn’t matter, don’t ride on me. If you come to Shanghai to nest in the rental room playing games, it is better to back to your hotel from the inherit your father, be a chef.”
Zhou Yuxin never send such a big temper, Tian Ning paused, bent down and picked up the router were broken. From that day on, Tian Ning become more silent.
Tian Ning road is not smooth, looking for a job because the company will see experience as before, he is always short time job-hopping offers a very bad impression, so basically no company OFFER is given. Business in crisis, love seems to be not equal to idea, several times he saw the same audi sent Zhou Yuxin come back.
”Who’s that? Are willing to send you big night?”
”Same building work friends, just his apartment in this neighborhood, I ceng several cars.”
”You don’t to want to stay in Shanghai, specially looking for a wealthy shanghainese?” Tian Ninggang say this sentence to regret, although have such thoughts in my head, but it is completely gone bad.
Zhou Yuxin pupils enlarge gradually, some unbelievable: “you say me to find a rich man? Little? I really want to have the idea to have changed a balcony room, still use to you in the break room to kill time?”
Threat of quarrel, two people heart saved many complains vent out all at this moment, the surrounding neighbors to knock on the door and make peace.
Originally so love the people, the trivial daily necessities sauce vinegar tea life, enthusiasm little kill, appeal all gone, replaced by blame each other.
Night, she would beat him, and he like a wooden stand still, suddenly, he will open the shoulders her into the bosom, he hugged tightly has screamed at the top of her.
He is so sensitive, so care about, is the fear of losing her.
four
”You really don’t want to go back with me?” Tian Ning want to leave Shanghai, but he could not rest assured the rain hin next week.
She smiled and shook her head, even though at this moment her heart has been to rain cats and dogs, but she didn’t show: “Tian Ning, some time I want cook just passed, now you do the deserters, deserters will continue to do in the future.” Even if the last retain very powerless, Zhou Yuxin still want to work.
Tian Ning was stuck, wry smile for a long time, “I’ll try.”
Were, after all, he left with a Zhou Yuxin comfortable city here struggle, now how can you leave her alone in here? He can only temporarily broken home.
Tian Ning quit the games, to logistics company looking for a job, every day, every day finishing was so exhausted when I come home, eat again last week specially for his food taken late at night, the rain hin also had a happy day. Just the logistics industry, pay some unstable, most of the time only Zhou Yuxin pay half.
”For so long, still didn’t let you live on a balcony of the house.” Tian Ning looked at the card balance, some said in dismay.
Zhou Yuxin holding his arm: “have you is enough!”
Rise of experienced decadent, just know is not easy, difficult to walk step by step, I finally get the appreciation of the leadership, the position and salary have ascension.
They are in the house in two years later, a decade on the second floor, there is a small balcony.
When we move, Zhou Yuxin accidentally turned over to three train ticket for Shanghai to their hometown, each ticket time is roughly one week apart, but the three have become the devil. Originally, once Tian Ning is really want to flee, but his love for Zhou Yuxin, however, to stay longer, is ultimately successful.
Small balcony, he held her hand on the rail, the setting sun shone, the longer they figure, at this moment, quiet very much.
Thank you for reading! ” Sitestorys “
