Classic Love Story: Xia Mu, You Fool
In Ya Wang’s heart, there is a boy she will never forget. He is silent and exudes a deep sense of gloom.
He is very handsome, so handsome that it feels unreal. He has a pair of bright, sparkling eyes that make people feel clear, but not always. Most of the time, his empty and colorless eyes give an invisible sense of depression and gloom. Yet, he only shows Ya Wang eyes that shine like stars.
Whenever Ya Wang asks the boy to call her sister, he always turns his head away, his face cold, and a hint of dissatisfaction in his expression. At this time, Ya Wang would turn his head back, with her unique playful smile, and say teasingly, “Xiao Xia Mu, call me sister, come on, call me sister.”
Xia Mu likes Ya Wang’s touch, likes that she doesn’t mind eating his food, likes that she always messes up his hair, likes that she always teases him.
Ten-year-old Xia Mu likes to lock himself in his room, hates being disturbed by others, hates others talking endlessly, hates others touching his things.
But this sixteen-year-old girl named Shu Ya Wang broke all of Xia Mu’s boundaries. He should have been angry, but slowly that emotion changed and gained a new flavor.
From the initial disgust, it slowly turned into ignoring her. In others’ eyes, it might seem like distancing, but Ya Wang didn’t think so. She just felt that Xiao Xia Mu didn’t dislike her that much anymore, which was a sign of improvement.
To attract Xia Mu’s attention, Ya Wang often bullied him, either by messing up his hair, poking his cheeks, or tirelessly talking nonsense, regardless of whether anyone was listening.
Sometimes, she played with his beloved model guns, airplanes, tanks…
Young Xia Mu couldn’t beat Ya Wang and was often left with bruises on his face from her.
Ya Wang once said that she wouldn’t go easy on him because he wasn’t a pitiable person. She would accompany him but wouldn’t pity him because he didn’t need it.
If you ask Xia Mu any question, he will ignore you.
But if you ask, “Xia Mu, who do you hate the most?”
He will answer without hesitation, “Shu Ya Wang.”
The Xia family, to say a word to Xia Mu, would always tirelessly ask, “Xia Mu, who do you hate the most?”
When Xia Mu’s unique voice said her name, they would nod with satisfaction.
Even Commander Xia was no exception. He seemed to have entrusted all the hopes of democracy and prosperity to her.
Shu Ya Wang would touch her nose and smile smugly, thinking it wasn’t easy to make a child hate her.
Slowly, time flowed like a river, and certain feelings between them grew stronger.
Sometimes, Xia Mu fantasized in his mind about Shu Ya holding him, whispering in his ear, “Xia Mu, I love you, I love you so much.”
Xia Mu doesn’t wish for more love; he just wants to be in her heart, and that’s enough.
Ya Wang, you loved Tang Xiao Tian. I wonder if, after loving him, you still have love for me?
Don’t stay by my side out of compensation and guilt. I want your love, not your compensation.
Unfortunately, that night you didn’t say you loved me, didn’t explain, didn’t clarify.
I left, went to the park you built, the paradise with apricot blossoms and peach blossoms. I remember your slightly disappointed expression when I said I liked peach blossoms. To avoid your disappointment, I said I liked apricot blossoms too.
Ya Wang, if I gave you another chance, would you still be like this?
If you gave me a bit more love to make me see clearly, if you showed more action to make me understand, if you had explained earlier, would the result have been different?
Ya Wang, I love you. I’ve loved you since I was young. Watching you with Tang Xiao Tian made me very angry and very much hate Tang Xiao Tian.
Maybe you didn’t know back then, but now you know I love you, like you, and that makes me very happy.
Ya Wang, I love you, more than I love myself. I want your love, not compensation.
My little fish is still there, and so is yours, right?
I believe our love won’t part, like those kissing fish, right, Shu Ya Wang?
Thank you for reading! ” Sitestorys “
